STAGNET

It's that moment
When you wake from the dream
Embraced by reality all bent
Everything is what it's seems


This was not the picture
Of who you imagined to be
Emoitions blended in a mixture
Joy, saddness, grief and being happy


Dreams of more
Then you find
With each open and closed door
You circle a pattern in your mind


Found love so empty
Life so bland and blank
Midlife so unhappy
As your heart sank


More and more goodbies
There is more than this
More than false hope and lies
There is moments of bliss


Yet the box of your success
Resides around you like a curse
No bliss, no one to miss
From good to worse


How to turn the table
How to be more than a waste of flesh
How to be able
Start anew and fresh


The door stands locked
You stand determined to try
Ambition will knock
Old life will die


To stand still
All becomes stagnet
You want to love, to feel
You want to be in the thick of it


You're in the moment
Time you wake to a new reality
No more time spent
Dwelling on what could be


Yet the darkness
Holds on tight
Like a sexy kiss
It's a struggle to fight


To change
It's that moment
It's real and so strange
As reality becomes unbent


Old patterns circle in your mind
Struggle to walk through the open door
Courage and desire you need to find
To have more


Otherwise you never truly feel
Never enjoy being in the thick of it
You will only stand still
Remaining stagnet


naejadnil(c)03122012