All Roads Lead to You

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You are some kind wonderful
Now I have meet you
Life has become more meaningful
You just don't know what you do...

What you do to me
You get me to play
You bring out the best in me
I thought faded away

Right before I had meet you
I had hung out on happy & single avenue
But I got curious about something new
So I crossed Hope road and walked until I saw you

And that's where we did meet
On the corner street
Of Love and All Dreams come true
This is where I meet you

We talked and hung out
On lustful and Desire avenue
I don't remember exactly what we talked about
I just remember how I felt for you

There is truth in a spark
Shines away all that is bleak and dark
Reawakens ones heart
As we strolled the road of a New Start

I thought I had put away
My love and hope on a shelf
But then that one unexpected day
I crossed paths with your sexy self

You seemed to have the secrete code
All the right signals you were sending
As we walked on Happy road
And worked on the lane called Best Ever Ending

Now we live at the corner of
Loving Companionship
And Amazing Mutual Love
I'm enjoying this fun loving strip

We do hang out a lot on naughty bend
And respectful way
Always enjoy our walks on best friends
Lane everyday

And now we venture too
All Wonderful Possibilities Highway
And intersect on I'm in Love Avenue
Im so in awe of you in every which way

All roads lead
Right back you
As love and desire continue to seed
And blossom a beautiful life on I'm Happy to be Your Girl avenue


LindaJean©LJS051620161111

AUDIO VERSION OF POEM

New Way Chatter

It’s a world
Of #NewWayChatter
Social media whirl
Into things that do and don’t matter

It’s an age of selfies
Group and BBF selfies
You and the dog selfies
You driving the car selfie

Everything is fb this
Twitter that
Communication seems amiss
#WhatsThatMonkeyJugglingCat

It’s mainstream
Blinding overdose of words
So much technology mumbo jumbo screams
It’s hard to be seen let alone heard

Online market for business
Is booming and smart phones soar
Business for Facebook for that and this
What ever gets them more

My slim body tiny screen
Camera, phone, pc, tv, music, gaming
Social media link device
Has me over connecting

Im making friends through scrabble
Dating through an app
Speaking Turkish babble
Google search within a fingertap 

I’m loosing sleep
As my addiction is feed by technology
#ItsEndless
Time to post another selfie

©LJS04112015

Forward Stance

If only it were so simple
A click of a button
I would forget your dimples
I would forget the fun

I would forget the moments
That made me love you more
The seduction of your scent
Now I'm left closing my hearts door

Why is it so hard to let go
I know we don't fit right
I know
But regardless my heart holds on tight

Cheeks wet and stained
From tears of heartbreak
Memories are what remained
From the mistakes I did make

I thought a second chance
Would mean we would get it right
I didn't want to end our romance
I held on too tight

Now I let you go
I wish you well
I know
Only time will tell

If you were the best choice I made
Or if you were the worst
In time the memory of you shall fade
As well as my craving of you, my thirst

I wish it didn't hurt so much
To say goodby to you
To give up your touch
Give up us and what I knew

I know I have to grow
You were a lesson for me to learn
Now I know
But for you I still yearn

I wish the best in all you do
I will move on
But I will always love you
Even though your gone


 NaejAdnil(c)10/01/14

The Line that Flows

He is a strait line that flows
While I remain an abstract shape
Where he goes no one knows
While I am stuck between lines at my nape

Unique I thought I was until
I met him strait and narrow
Or north and south if he feels
He moves with the flow

But yet I'm constrained in a shape
None the less
Confined by human rules and red tape
Covered in my life's mess

So here he lays
I am left to wonder
If he chooses he leaves or stays
Not bent out of shape from his blunders

So perhaps the strait line is best
I think I need to know more
I will put him to a test
I lay next to his line on the floor

Without realizing
His line wrapped around my curves
It was quite surprising
As he moved and swerved

He had freedom to conform
To any which way
Any form
He choose that day

I may be a unique abstract
But my shape stays as it always has been
I lack
The ability to break free again and again

Confuse others on which way I may go
Perhaps I'm just a line and I need to try
Like him bend out of shape that I know
Shapes, abstract, tight, loose or wry

I am what I want to be
Go where I want to go
I am free
I am a curved, wavy, complete strait line that flows

His line next to mine
There we now are wrapped up together
We combine
To be something better

No longer caught
In a circle of a dimple
Who would ever thought
Free from something so simple

Now I wrap around and flow
I am what I want to be
I move fast or I can move slow
No more shapes to confine me

Entwined in a beautiful line
He and I as we move forward
Lyrical and rhythm combine
As we flow onward

NaejAdnil(c)09052012

The Emotionally Unavailable Man

So I get to that point where
It no longer matters
It's just then that my fear
Comes to life and scatters

I think love is just a game
Only some win
For me it's always the same
It's ends as quick as it did begin

Then the door opened before me
There he stood
Vision becomes too blurry to see
I stand there misunderstood

Distance and walls
Faced before my heart with every beat
Then he calls
I sink and give in to my defeat

I began to reach out
Only to find he would recoil
Isn't this what love IS NOT about
My heart fighting my inner turmoil

I pull back
He begins to chase me
The common sense fades to black
I find I can't just be happy

He lacks the ability to use his words
Silent stares and change of subject
I have never felt so unheard
Marked by the word reject

I know I never did anything to feel so empty
It's a past before him I realize
It's some insecurity feasting in me
He awakes it and I am left to summarize

Days go by
Without a phone call
I think it's over with this guy
But then it rings and I fall

Back into the rhythm of confused space
With an emotionally unavailable man
I felt defeated in this space
I've done all I can

I am left feeling deflated
Unable to connect
I patiently waited
But him I could not affect

The way he did affect me
In fact I guess he didn't feel a thing
He never wanted more with me
Just the bata bing and bata bang

Emotionally unavailable man why
Why mark me with your kiss
I now say goodbye
And question what exactly is it that I miss

NaejAdnil(c)8282012

AWAKEN TO ANEW

I know these four walls
All to well
The structure begins to fall
As I break free from it's spell

Skin tingles
Awaken to anew
Life in the balance it mingles
And charms its way through

Heartbeat struck
With fear
As my mind begins to buck
I fight to see clear

Fog surrounds me
With other people's words
Confusing what will make me happy
My soul needs to be heard

In a moment
Of chaos that surrounds
I stand still and silent
It's then my souls voice is found

Step forward
This is not the time to rest
Move onward
Change is for the best

Skin tingles
Awaken to anew
Life in the balance it mingles
And charms its way through

Concern can be a good sign
Deep breath as my fear I swallow
I courageously cross the line
Onto a new path to follow


NaejAdnil©0520210121030

Twisting and Turning

Don't know where I am headed
Road is twisted and unsteady
I can't find my words
As I am left unheard

Searching eyes
Craving a taste
Left with only goodbyes
In my haste

Twisting and turning
Go the sheets around me
As I am burning
The burning devours me

My own place
The stories it could tell
Now an empty space
I know to well

Here again
Lips carressing skin
Same old dance
In a new romance

Take our chances
Exchange of glances
Brush of his skin
Leaving me burning

Twisting and turning
Go the sheets around me
As I am burning
The burning devours me

Intrigue me
With a new taste
Suprise me
With moments that won't waste

Unhide
Your heart
Slide
Into a new start

Give me a fire
Light my heart
Ignite my desire
Set it to start

Twisting and turning
Go the sheets around me
As I am burning
The burning devours me

NaejAdnil(c)04082012

CONNECTED BY STARLIGHT

My heartbeat

In rhythm with yours

Longing to meet

How much space can we endure

The stars and the moon

The same regardless where we stand

Twilight connects me to you

I reach out my


Time and space

Seperates us in this moment

Feel trapped in our own place

Heart longing and spent

Words breathed out loud

Wanting your breath on my skin

Only the sound

Travels to reach you within


Close my eyes

To envision you

As I realize

It has been too long without you

Run my fingers through

Your hair

As I smile at you

While I’m naked and bare

My fingertips

Trace over the contours of your body

Embraced by your lips

As I’m longing for more

Desire surge and binds

We begin crossing the fine line

Our bodies Intwined

As your skin caresses mne

Your lips pressed against mine

As our hands explore

Your body pressed against mine

As we are desiring more

Lost in your scent

Lost in your touch

Intense moments

Never is too much

But then I open my eyes

See the stars and the moon

I realize

I am without you

Left with an ache

Pushing away the pain

Loving you is the choice I make

AS my heart never wanes

The stars and the moon

The same regardless where we stand

Twilight connects me to you

I reach out my hand

Time and space
leaves my heart bent
Feel trapped in our own place
Seperates us in this moment

NAEJADNIL(C)121210

BURNING

Heat building
Rhythm of sounds flow
As we are standing
Caressed by the intensity to let go

Motions of movement
But all I see is you just then
As I take in your scent
Smiling at you again

Pulled in by your embrace

The burning begins
Taken in by your handsome face
As you lean in

Your lips brush mine

My tongue explores
As we cross the line
Urging for more

Skin burning, burning

Drawn in by the taste of you
Kissing again and again
Crowded room all I see is you
 
Small talk
Hands embrace
As we walk
To another crowded place

Heat rises

As the sweat of you is on my skin
Neither realizes
As we both are burning

For this moment we are impressed

We rock with the beat
Bodies pressed
Desire rises with the heat

Unwilling to unlock

To unintwine
As we rock
And jump over the line

Breath you in

Kisses soft and slow
As you caress my skin
Never wanting to let this moment go

NAEJADNIL(C)062811

CONFESSION

Spinning of thoughts
As his words sputter out
A message unsought
Whisphers escalate to shouts

Ripped from the heart
Fears now realized as true
Life together now crumbling apart
He is now see thru

Try to see past
Painful beats in my chest
Standing steadfast
To do what is best

One foot out the door
Weight of air
Fall broken to the floor
Tears from his stare

Fight to stand tall
Push myself through
He crumbles and out my name he calls
I tell him," "I never knew you"

Heart thump, thump, ache, thump ache
His hand reaches for mine
I pull away and my courage I take
As I wearily cross the line

NaejAdnil(c)03152012